Leave me alone!

Learn the lesson of life,

You only loath the you, you see in me;

What you have in you, that I have in me,

That you love to hate

Learn the lesson of love,

You love me not knowing who I ought to be

You only love what you see in you, that I have in me, that you wish to see

But I really only am what you hate to love, that is all I’d ever be

Through the endless pages,

It is only you, all you, lost in your own story,

Trying to look through the selfishness that beats you blind

Trying to catch the dream that always slips and hides

Is it really my fault you hate me now?

Is it really my fault you fell in love?

It was always about you in your self-centered universe,

Trying to find what you set out to seek

Learn the lesson of life,

Look inside, not me, but you

Have you figured you out,

Before you can me?

Don’t pretend you want to listen,

You want to know

Don’t pretend you want to look inside,

You want to see the truth etched in my soul

You will never be able to see all my wounds

And not be in disgust

And still accept me, for who I really am,

Not for who you thought I would, I should, be

Your beauty is just the mirage

That veils your filth and ugliness inside

It is the illusion,

That tricks me, cuts me, eats me up

You probably knew all about it all along

It made you so good at using it to your advantage

Does my pain matter to you anyway?

You knew that is what made me tick, oh, how you make me sick!

You use and abuse those who believe and trust in you,

Without shedding a tear,
Without a moments regret

You are the master and you are the beast

But I like how you always love to play,

Play the master of puppets,

But you ought to know you are weak,

I’d chop both your hands off

You wear your mask and still preach to me,

Think I’d never realize, what's under that pretty face,

The same stinking flesh that I have under mine,

Same sinful thoughts, I bear in my mind

You are just crooked, as crooked as I am,

Don’t you judge me of my sins, deprive me of my pride,

You know you've never been a saint,

You know you've only been a lie, living in a lie

V.