She has lied awake in her sorrow, in the still of the night, the still of the day,
Many a nights and many a days, only time has escaped,
She is trapped inside the same frame, she cannot break away
Emptiness has entrapped her mind
All the smiles and laughter she fakes,
The tears and screams she hides away,
The tears and screams she hides away,
Cannot heal the void inside,
She feels forgotten, left behind
She feels forgotten, left behind
Memories of an unforgiving past,
Haunts her deep within, feeds on her fragile soul
Fear lurks in the corners of her world, now unknown
Stranger times, she has lost her mind
Voices creep out from the dark of night, whispering in her ear
She tries to cover her ears, in haste,
Though the horror never ends, not a moments escape
She wanders away in search of salvation, calm and silence, she never finds
Colors fade into black and white,
beauty broken, twisted, and disfigured
beauty broken, twisted, and disfigured
The love she sought, has stabbed her in her broken heart, once again
Everyone who ever came has always left
All the love, all the empathy, now in vain
Betrayal chokes her virtue, as twilight turns to night and steals the light,
Stealing away the spark in her eyes,
Anger and rage rape her mind, she loses her grip,
The world keeps spinning faster and faster, round and round
Confusion, anger, pain, and sorrow,
Crush her innocence; she seeks salvation in revenge and sin,
She feels the void growing within her, ever so faster
While she drowns herself in this blackened ocean
She looks at the barren sky wide open,
Betrayal, secrets and lies shamelessly crawl about in the open
Afraid to spread her wings and fly,
She is caught in a tangled maze
Wandering only takes her to stranger lands, she cannot relate
I hope she will find again, someday,
Compassion and love, that warm her heart, in her own secret place
I hope her wounds will disappear in the sweet embrace of the light of time,
And she will run no more, and hide away
She will find the spark in her eyes,
And the smiles absent of sadness she knew as a child
She will come to life again, innocence reborn,
In her secret garden, where forever love blooms…
V.